OH  MY FLIPPING LORD!!!

GUYS SUCK THE BIGGEST BALLS EVER!!!

i mean...at this very moment...i don't wonder what i did wrong...or what i had too much of..or not enough of...it's just mind boggling how fickle guys are...they like you one moment...the next they don't know...i just don't get why i am always the one to get crapped on...i don't understand why bitches get the great guys..and i always get the shitty ones...sorry for the cussing but...i can't help it right now...i would just like to know..so for now...i give up...i don't care about you guys anymore..guys suck...if you like me...tell me you do and don't like me one moment and not the next...i thought i actually had a decent guy..but he ended up turnin out just the same as all of the other guys...but enough of that..i think i will go write some poems now...poems...poems..poems...YAY!!!

love you guys..hope you had a great christmas...

~!*ApRiL*!~

Do NOT cheat! This is like, 99.9% true!
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper.
2. Which color is your favorite out of red, White, blue, green and
yellow?
3. Your first initial
4. Your month of birth
5. Which color do you like most? Black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same gender as you.
7. Your favorite number
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a realistic wish.

dont scroll down unless u r completly done

ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person

2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
White - You are conservative and agressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down

3. If your initial is:
A-K - You have a lot of love and friendship in your life
L-R - You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom
S-Z - You like to help others and your future love life looks very good

4. If you were born in:
Jan.-Mar. - The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you
fall in love with someone totally unexpected
Apr.-June - You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long
but with memories that will last forever
July-Sep. - You will have a great year and experience a major life changing
experience for the good
Oct.-Dec. - Your love life will not be too great,  but eventually, you will find
your soulmate

5. If you chose:
Black - Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard for you at
the time but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White - You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do
anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. If you chose:
California - You like adventure
Florida - You are laid back

8. If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people.

9. This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN on your
Xanga within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday

Currently Reading Merry Christmas Songbook - Revised By READERS DIGEST see related

WoW No One LoVeS ThIs SiTe AnYmOrE!!!;=((

Ok....so let me get these few little things through to you guys that don't like read entries!!! on my other site...!!!!...it says NOT TO LEAVE NORMAL COMMENTS....NORMAL...IS A NO-NO...so if you want to leave a normal..comment come here unless you can't...then let me know in a non-normal...way...love ya guys...hope you have a very Merry Christmas...

CheCk Ya LaTeR...

~!*ApRiL*!~

The other day you asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I wasn’t sure if you wanted the truth. My wish couldn’t be found in any store, cause baby, all I want for Christmas is you.

Currently Watching Eurotrip (Full Screen Edition) see related

No one cares about your personality anymore.

There are few songs with out cuss words.

You bring up the Lord & people look at you weird.

You stand up for someone & get called a bad name &

the type of clothing you wear describes you.

How much $$ you have gives you your popularity.

Everyone breaks each other's hearts 

& doesn't think much of it

you can become so lonely...& no one notices

i love those fake fights we have
when we`re together because i
know that if i walk away you`ll
come after me  ________  <3

 all i need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms,

look me in the eyes, & tell me you won`t ever give up

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just to let you guys know...i have another site that i forgot about from earlier this summer.... www.xanga.com/smoothbottom2221

ummm...doon't ask about the name...i don't know what i was thinking...oh well hope you guys enjoy it...love ya