| | OH MY FLIPPING LORD!!!
GUYS SUCK THE BIGGEST BALLS EVER!!!
i mean...at this very moment...i don't wonder what i did wrong...or what i had too much of..or not enough of...it's just mind boggling how fickle guys are...they like you one moment...the next they don't know...i just don't get why i am always the one to get crapped on...i don't understand why bitches get the great guys..and i always get the shitty ones...sorry for the cussing but...i can't help it right now...i would just like to know..so for now...i give up...i don't care about you guys anymore..guys suck...if you like me...tell me you do and don't like me one moment and not the next...i thought i actually had a decent guy..but he ended up turnin out just the same as all of the other guys...but enough of that..i think i will go write some poems now...poems...poems..poems...YAY!!!
love you guys..hope you had a great christmas...
~!*ApRiL*!~ |
| | Posted 12/26/2005 2:45 AM - 5 Views - 14 eProps - 8 comments
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what can i say..i love to be loved..i love my friends..i love guys...but guys never seem to love me that much...i don't beat myself up over it but i do wonder what is so wrong about me that guys seem to look at me then look away...again...i don't think of myself as an unattractive...i don't find myself as a loser..i feel very highly about myself but i just haven't figured out who i am yet...i just haven't figured out who i am...and before i found out who i am...i can't find out who is right for me...and with that i leave you with this...love yourself..and when you do others will love you as well..i feel like a dork sounding all smart and crap...lol...for my friends..i love you...to the guys that have broken my heart...screw you...and for the random people that like to leave props..go ahead but make sure to tell me a little about yourself...anywho..i love you guys and keep the love flowing... 
